To stop making a concerted effort to learn a language and just forget about it?
Maybe the whole drive to learn a language is a compulsion?
I can link at least two of my drives to OCD faulty thinking in part.
One I can't.
This casts some doubt on the what if.
And creates a bit of an never ending vicious cycle.
And if none of it's fun, because of this cycle, should I keep doing it?
Would stopping be letting the OCD win or would carrying on feed it?
These are questions I need to find an answer for.
Wish me luck.